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Our ancestors made sense of reality by telling each other stories of their gods
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This is our attempt to bring those tales back to life
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I am alone
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I am limitless
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I am the unborn power
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I am the chasm the void I am the wellspring I am the source I am unbound potential unmatched power
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I am Chaos
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[male and female voice together] I am thought of as female as I am fecund [male and female voice together] Yet others say I am a concept [Male voice] I am all and nothing at the same time formless featureless without agency I create as is my role
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I suffer an endless age alone
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then it is time I bring that which is to be into being I pass on my power I give birth to the architects of this new reality I give birth to the forces of the world those who would be called the Primordials
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I give birth first to Gaea my mightiest daughter I pass my fecundity to her she springs from me whole yet her form is up to her to decide and so she forms into the first firmament first planet the world that will be from her will flow life and laughter yet also tragedy that only a mother can mourn for she will be the mother of the gods the beings that will play on the stage
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I give birth next to Tartarus He takes my ire and hate, my loneliness
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my doleful son despite his sibling and those to follow he is alone he delves into the form of Gaea he mines into her and covers his passing deeper and deeper he digs until he nears her fiery center there he sets his stand and creates his realm a place of terror and darkness it reflects his shattered and twisted soul he merges with it this world within a world and his fate is set forevermore will his realm be that place used as confinement and punishment
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he awaits the haul that he knows will eventually be his
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[Music] I give birth to Eros, the will to live, to create to be, to love. A counter to the spite of Tartarus a power above the children that will spring from my son and daughter of dusk and shadow the life urge the will to progress but more than this Eros is perhaps the most influential of all primordial forces for none shall be proof to his blandishments inevitably so many will curse his name yet they would not exist, nor ever find peace without his tender caress
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for none can live without love save my firstborn son, Tartarus none
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I give birth to Nyx the primordial of the night and I give birth to her husband to be Erebus primordial of darkness darkness and night they are the first to enjoy the bounty of Eros for they are soon lovers compatible in all ways one narry present without the other in tow together they continue the path set the greater work of forming that which is from their union, or alone, come many offspring the forces required to supplement the children of gaia my role performed
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I yield to the primary movers on the stage that I have set
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[Female voice] I am Gaea I am the world I choose my form so that I could support the life that will come from me will team across my surface
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I look to my siblings Tartarus has burrowed into my very core he sets his domain within my depths I look to my siblings Nyx and Erebus how happy they are forever entwined in joy of mind body and soul they are as one yet the effect of my brother, Eros forces pangs of need for a union as sweet as theirs thus, do I find there is no equal to myself no partner for gaia so I begin my role my place and pattern in reality I create
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from my longing I birth my consort the being that I dream I shall spend all of eternity with I birth my first, and most powerful son Uranus the sky he wraps himself around me in his embrace he holds onto me so tightly I can feel his warmth though luscious, verdant my form was characterless thus I give birth to Ourea, the mountains no more are my features dominated by huge planes alone and I give birth to Pontus the deepest furrows of my form are filled with lakes and oceans
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he that is lord of the seas yet my husband does not feel as I feel He is King as I am Queen yet he is jealous and judgmental and he fears and is repulsed by many of our offspring our unions first create the three hectonacheires the 50-headed, hundred-handed ones Uranus : They are insane their power too much for them Gaea : Next I birth the three cyclopes builders and shapers they are mighty, they are useful Uranus : yet they are unlovely their faces containing only one eye
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Gaia: and their father despised both of these litters of our children he hunted them and overpowered them taking them as the first tenants of my brother's realm my willful husband throws our children into Tartarus placing a dragon at its door to keep them within yet he need not have done so for my brother, Tartarus, would not yield his first lodges so easily I coupled with Pontus and give birth to Nereus Thaumas Phorcys Ceto and Eurybia
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Pontus is lesser to my husband, so our children are not as mighty thus they do not draw the fear or ire of my husband, Uranus, the king many children more did I have, of myself alone, of couplings with lesser beings but none match the import of the children of my husband so their tales will need to wait for another day to tell
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Uranus and I were married thus we couple again and again yet the issue from these subsequent pairings was different somehow Oceanus Coeus Crius Hyperion Iapetus Theia Rhea Themis Mnemosyne Phoebe Tethys those who would be called the Titans somehow Uranus knows he can feel it as well as I so he takes them from me and drags them to my brother's clutches our children are thrust into tartarus yet they are too potent though my brother will never let them go nor can he control their exploits
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justified tantrums I ache with the pain of them inside me I am thrashed and bitten and scratched as they tear at the walls of tartarus as they tear also at my innards and with each forlorn cry of turmoil that comes from them I shed tears of bitter hate Uranus, god of the sky, king of the heavens how I grew to hate him my own husband he who I created to be my one and only for all eternity he took every one of our children from me I hate him and I will be revenged upon him
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[Male Voice] I am darkness, I am Erebus [Female voice] I am Nyx, I am night [Erebus] we are darkness and night [Nyx] and we are as one [Erebus] we dance across the firmament that is our sister bringing our effects to the world that is we fly through the sky and bring the anathema of our two children for they are day and brightness and we are night and darkness we are mighty for we are of the first generation and thus so are those we sire
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Thus our daughters Hemera is day and Aether is light but it was not always the two of us for nyx was the greater she told me that it was my influence but I cannot agree though we began in light it was ever our role, our destiny to become that which we became for Nyx gave birth to one after another but in their siring she expressed her descent into my own clutches for I am darkness but at first our union was such a joy for Nyx gave birth to the Philotes those beings of pure affection
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then Hypnos and Oneiroi who are blessed sleep and holy dream they were gifts to all and those to come for they would have such need of respite, of rest and dreams but soon her exertions darkened her pattern or was it my presence in her life as her guard during those birthings did I do this unwittingly, unwillingly did I do this [Nyx] it was not you [Nyx] it was ordained [Nyx] it was always meant to be [Erebus] Next she bore Moros ,who is doom or Momus who is blame
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then on to Eris who is strife then the three Moirai Atropos, Clotho and Lachesis who are the fates doom, blame and fate the structure of reality was becoming before my very eyes their presence seeping into all of the heavens merging with it and downward she spiralled as she birthed all of those forces that were needed but perhaps not wanted selflessly she birthed that which was required not that which was pretty, as did Gaea for next she bore nemesis, who is retribution
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and then Apate who is deceit and Oizys who is distress on she went to Keres the goddesses who would not slay but feasted on the dead of those who met violent ends those who were spawned to be handmaidens to the will of the Moirai the fates then finally, in a marathon to gain completion in her will to make all balanced to populate our domain our hunting place, the darkness of the night she bore Geras, who is ageing Charon, the ferryman to be and finally dread Thanatos, who is death
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and our immediate need was fulfilled we had brought balance and counterbalance in the form of our primordial children second generation though they were still, they became bedrocks of that which is and would be
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the forces of the world as much as those birthed by Gaia and her line despite not personifying as often
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and thus ended, yet not even begun I yield the telling of the tale back to the first daughter
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to Gaia
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[Music] [Gaea] Uranus he visited me still despite knowing my cold resentment and he put another titan in my belly he is a weapon for my revenge he is Chronos, my youngest son My brightest star I approach all of my sons to strike down their father but only in him in chronos is loyalty to mother more than fear of the father
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for I arm him with an adamantine sickle hardest and sharpest of all weapons
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and I bid him wait until his father accosts me again we have not long to wait as uranus is potent in all ways when he attempts to mount me again our sons fall upon him all but Oceanus one for each of his limbs they hold him taught but none would strike this is left to Chronos who cut his scrotum from his father's frame my husband, the sky, is king no more his power is shattered, his worth denuded his power broken thus castrated, the link between sky and earth is severed
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his predominance sliced away as was his flesh Uranus is defeated his power broken and with this my children are freed from Tartarus space now permitting and their jailer humbled the last creative powers of Uranus ebbs into the seas and from his last seed the goddess aphrodite, who would be called urania, is born beauty entering the world and his blood gives birth with my influence the gigantes are formed, the giants and the Melai and the Erinyes the ash nymphs, and the furies
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and with that he is cast down and is held as sky alone, no power has he but to exist
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my last born son, Chronos now takes the throne he rules all his siblings, the titans, as his court and from them comes the second generation of titans but all was not well for all we did was trade one brute for another Chronos now the king of the heavens reflects his father holding the same brutality and spite so eventually it was to my grandson that I looked for my revenge on another monarch
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but that is a war and a tale for another time
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Living Mythology is our attempt to bring the stories of our ancestors back to life they explained their universe through the medium of their religions their gods were not distant beings of academic study they were living breathing entities that reflected the wants needs good and evil in the very heart of humanity we only wish to encourage others to study the deep and rich cultures of our forebears we hope you have enjoyed our labors if so then do consider liking and subscribing
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